we escaped the past for a reason

Bit of carryover:
               the camera is a disguise
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                visible horizon
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                claimed lack of inspiration
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                how incredibly painful it would be to have to prove your existence
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                you're just a placeholder
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"hey."
just wanted to ask what happened, but i know when to take a hint
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Found this bit on my other blog, don't remember writing it, and doesn't sound like something I'd write:
"I shall try to fall in love with you again. Because you're cheap. And my soulmate is expensive."
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pretend to smile wider
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be watched walking away in disgust
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it took heaven to convince
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bloodshot/transfusion
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the concept is that you are happier when you aren't yourself
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"Well, *I* think I'm real. Look at me. Look at my face. Cut me and I'll bleed. What more do you want?"
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machines cry as their eyes flash violently
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your voice gives me chills/your movements make me stop and stare
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i don't look you in the eyes when he's next to you