You Are My Summer

squeezed her hand with the surety of possession
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"Love is love, but sex is chemistry." -Street Carnage
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"Before it could be done, it couldn't. Before it was, it wasn't."
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"you know that I can't help you anyhow"
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I don't know if the responses will be positive or negative, but, well, what can I say? You're a cute one. I wouldn't mind finding out the answers with you.
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what i still haven't grasped is how to avoid accidentally falling into friendship
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i try hard not to stare
sidenote, even though the phrase isn't about this topic: haven't you met one whom you can't tell is beautiful or not? i mean, i could compare her to other people i know and she wouldn't be as pretty. but for some reason, i can never stop staring. it's the strangest thing. i've probably written about this already, but it keeps happening. there's something about imperfection that makes me feel like she is more.. attainable? if she's too perfectly pretty, that i'd just give up trying before i start?
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burn holes through my eyelids
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skin(ned) deep
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"and everything is going to the beat"
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drifters
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i can't imagine anything except
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make an hourglass to watch the time slip away
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immortal terror
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tender fire
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raise riots
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do you call yourself a dreamer
                                              i won't ever
                                                                 want to wake up