Friday, August 21, 2009

Her@orientation.ucla.edu

I'll never not be amazed by flight.
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"I develop crushes too easily." - So I'm not the only one.
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In spite of all-too-improbable circumstances, life moves forward.
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We're going (but I'd rather stay here with you.)
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Join our adventure.
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I behave much more freely around new people because I know that they have no preconceived notions about me. No one will talk to me afterwards and say "WHOA, why are you acting so different?"
Maybe in that moment, I didn't want to be myself. I don't need people reminding me of who I was trying to forget.
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You had me when you paused, looked me in the eyes, and said, "Isn't it obvious?"
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She's (been) taken (away from me).
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I'll never see anything other than the shine of their headlights, minuscule moving specks in a sea of luminescence.


Chronological Explanation

- Don't read below until you have read everything above.
This is an miniature example of a dream I have for my writing. I wanted each separate section to carry a deep meaning when read alone, while putting every individual entry together would form an expansive story arc. In order to accomplish that, I had to add a few more lines, so no, I didn't fall AS hard this time. I also had to balance my original "in-the-moment" writings with new "after-the-fact" stuff, in order to avoid adding in unnecessary entries regarding every single thought I had during orientation. As a side note, I think the title I came up with is pretty clever, haha.

8/18/09 6:45am to 7:55am - SJC to LAX
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8/18/09 7:00pm to 8:30pm - "Four Orientation staffers share their experiences as part of UCLA's rich, diverse community. You will have a chance to talk about the presentation in your orientation group."
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8/19/09 1:00am to 1:25am - Girls starstruck at In N' Out. (Quest Crew)
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8/19/09 8:45pm - Only I and few others are done with class planning at this point.
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8/19/09 8:15pm, 11:35pm - Following my lead to join Carpe Noctum at 8:15, showing up at 11:35.
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8/19/09 to 8/20/09 11:35pm to 2:35am - Nearly the entire time, and I'm sure you noticed. Racing, carrying, purposefully falling behind to talk alone.
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8/20/09 1:45am
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8/20/09 7:25pm Already knew, but confirmed at this time.
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8/20/09 8:35pm - 9:50pm - LAX to SFO

2 comments:

  1. I feel you on the "WHOA, why are you acting so different?" part. That's what I did when I came to ACCEL!

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  2. Definitely agree with Julia.

    On the side note, you still have much to tell me about the orientation 'cause you only told me one thing and I alrady forgot about that one thing. Hahah.

    And on the other side note, you have a whole lot to tell me! XD I'm sorry if it sounds like a must but it's just so hard to catch up with you these days.. And that saddens me, :(

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