for no reason

the light that seeps in between the blinds
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kissed when asleep
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in torment, i begin to pray to a God i don't believe in
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in your time of need, will you call out my name?
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For what ends are these means intended? What is justifying them?
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"Sometimes it's better to ask for forgiveness than for permission"
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i lie to myself
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i'm afraid i'll be overshadowed by the great expanse of your life.
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it's far too much for me to grasp, but believe me, i'm trying as hard as i can
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I write to myself because I'm the only one I know for sure is listening
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Desperately searching in vain for a way to replace you
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92buicklesabre: "People ask me if it bothers me to be married to someone who is smarter, more thoughtful, more successful, more attractive, classier and more stylish than I am. This strikes me as the single dumbest question anyone could ever ask."