if we believe in fate
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love and/or in love
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i haven't really met many people in a desperate search for someone to confide in, because that person is usually me
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"your lying eyes"
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i sometimes find myself hoping rather than merely wondering
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"I Wish You Knew This Song Was About You"
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if it ever looks like I've been following her, I really just said "ladies first" before you started paying attention
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aren't we already home
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I never understood the need to close eyes during a kiss
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don't run away
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Sometimes I avoid looking at you because I know I won't be able to look away
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technically, doesn't everything travel through time?
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I almost wish it was " 'Til Death Do Us Part " instead
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And I wonder if you know what I'm referring to when I say "I'd like to know what your reaction would be if you only had a heartbeat to respond."
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ReplyDeleteI almost wish it was " 'Til Death Do Us Part " instead
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It is, but I am actually a bad phraser of words.
"And I wonder if you know what I'm referring to when I say "I'd like to know what your reaction would be if you only had a heartbeat to respond." "
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Haha, well I guess you didn't know.
ReplyDeleteAugust 4
Actually I thought it might be referring to that.
ReplyDeleteAh but after reading it over, I understand now.
One never knows.
Because at first I was going to type something to you there,
ReplyDeletebut there weren't any words suitable.
Maybe you already know what I mean, anyways.
I know
ReplyDeleteI hope you know I'd always loved you, too. But you are right, it would probably never work.
I can't...
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry. I am really so sorry.
You're someone perfect. You really are the guy of my dreams. You know exactly what to say, you make me smile, you always know what I'm thinking, you're smart, you're handsome, you're just... perfect. You are someone I could imagine being with for the rest of my life - as corny and cliche as that sounds.
But, after all the people I have come to like and 'love' and have relationships with, I can honestly say I can't do it. I have always ended up shunning people and hating what changed between us.
I don't want that to happen to you and me...
Maybe you'll reassure me that it won't happen and that what we have is different. And I would agree. You’re different from anyone else I know. But it's not the guy, it's always me. I have a problem with relationships and I don't want to carelessly risk the one of the only friendships that actually matters to me in the world.
But still, I know you know that I will always be here for you, no matter what side of the country I am on. I will always be there to understand you and listen to you and talk to you...
I’ve never spent any time with you in real life, yet, you’re the only one I would trust with mine.
You really are unlike anybody else.
ReplyDeleteThank you.