I don't need saving

as much as you would like to believe, you are not a fairy, and this is not a tale
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KD Some sort of heart pounding, blood rush, panic, confusion, anger, and jealousy? Fuck you. But I crave more because I need to be reminded that I'm alive. So I guess you helped.
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I'm only driven by hatred, a fragile ego, and a desperation to be accepted.
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They don't know what the fuck they're talking about. NO ONE DOES. Maybe it's just me. But odds are that everyone is a bullshit artist, with some being better at it than others.
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Some brain shit:
I tried to stop feeling sorry for myself but it just made me consider this place a sorry excuse of a world. "Maybe I ought to try to stop feeling," I thought. Then I wondered if that was the kind of purposefully dumb joke that was worth chuckling at. Then if a normal person would even have that thought. Then if there's a problem with using the term "normal," and instead I should've used "average." Then if there's no such thing as normal in the first place.
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I DON'T CARE