Irrelevant

I have tried my hardest to lead a beautiful life, hoping that it would one day lead me to you... but my life is what caused you to hate me, and thus, for me to hate myself. So I gave up and gave it all away, leaving me with nothing but an empty shell of a former human being. It is my hope that that which does not exist can no longer understand pain
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"I'm not nervous because of the thousands of people behind us, watching. I'm not nervous because I am unsure of myself. I'm nervous because I have never asked this before, and have no idea what's coming next... but if you say yes, we can find that out together."
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I love you. I would do anything for you. I desperately want to be a part of your world. (how many times have i said this now)
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/carpediem+confidence+DecidingToBeBetter+GetMotivated+GetOutOfBed+Life+LifeImprovement+manprovement+selfimprovement
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to you: shut the fuck up. you are an awful judge of character, and you are pathetically inept at understanding people, emotions, and situations. i thought you understood life in the same terms as me, but i realize now that you were just too stupid to progress past elementary thought.
to you: i thought i had successfully contained you in a small cube of thought and pushed you back into the furthest corner of my mind, but i was wrong. we were wrong.
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innocent and youthful enthusiasm
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i remember when my mind and heart were racing, and myself realizing how cliche that moment was
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seven hundred and fifty calories of sugar and bullshit