Saturday, June 23, 2012

don't lie

JL: I know that, to the world, yesterday never happened, but I know who was lying next to me and keeping me warm. I know who I've been looking forward to seeing every day. I know who I just cannot resist.

Ugh, sorry. I just had to get all of the sappiness out of my system.

_____. Life is fucking easy with you. I am incredibly happy right now. However, I have no idea how we would work if we turned this emotion into anything more. I don't want to try, anyway; I've already learned that I do not do well in "long-distance." I do not want to ruin a friendship just because of the circumstances. It is very, very likely that we will never be this close again once you leave, so I want to enjoy it while I can. Meanwhile, I will be sure to do my best to avoid my tendency to get attached. I think it's best that we both do.

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