these are hours which define us

get heartbreak out of the way:
maybe these crushes are necessary, because i've realized that they have been the only thing that have ever driven me to be a better man. these girls are the ones toward which i feel it is actually worth my time to try to impress.

someone who will pick up the phone at 4am

met her yesterday, today, and probably tomorrow

but this particular one consistently makes me wish that i had someone like her

heartstrings not plucked or strummed, but pulled taut from left and right

i start to forget about him whenever he's not around because your hands aren't clasped in his
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laughing because it is ridiculous, not because it is humorous
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you need to be prepared beforehand for things you want to happen, otherwise, if it does, you'll miss your chance to grab it
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stumble over even the smallest of stones
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close your eyes when they are transparent
OR
close your eyes when i can see right through them
OR
i can see your changed eyes even if you can't
because you look out through them, not at them
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not documented in photos
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most productive in the middle of the night
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and all you know
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i don't have the conscience to focus
i can't read or write
i can feel myself slipping away
school performance is the first sign.
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spend a night, or life together