This is the sound of me hitting the ground

I want to take you so far away
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Trying desperately to write little sappy song lyrics to serenade you with
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I want to be done
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Autobiography: You fucking piss me off
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Busy cutting away at my life, call back later
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Nowhere to run to except your arms
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That's just it. The world is too big to miss me
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It'd be nice to have a day to ourselves
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Why is the most beautiful view here before my life is ended? I can look our across the city immediately before I throw myself into it.
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I know it won't go the way it should
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Why? Because of everything that you take
1) From me
2) For granted.
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I can't hear anyone around me because my mind is preoccupied
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Sure I could say it's gone, but I haven't yet learned of a way to control my dreams
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I wonder if you know how right he is
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I've been sighing a lot lately
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I want to flip the goddamn light switch